Random thought

Just feeling overwhelmed with wanting to do something which I know is right. Just don't know where to start and if I have in it for me to do it. I am actually confused under the pressure of what is coming next and disappointed to see the results.

Experimenting right now with something which is not natural me just to know if this is any good !

Choices !

"I am pretty confused not sure what to choose. Both options look pretty good"

Life comes to this point many at times, confusing and delaying the decision. The wise quotes seem to not guide in such scenarios - 

Take the road less travelled. NO - Take the tried and tested one, ensures success. May be -  Go slow life is much more than the choice you are at .. phew! wise quotes are too many and if you have read more than one or you are thinking types... be sure the wise of yesteryears to confuse you and not help.... 

My own wise saying which may help.... Lets do a mistake but go by what is seeming most tempting.. Life is long and gives many chances of mid course correction.. let me go by what does not impact what I am really passionate about... or choose what may get me close to my passion... 

Wonder what makes people good decision makers.

to be or not to be

i am so logical most of the time... always rationalizing and building why's into all events of life...

but then i dont understand, i move by some silly melodramatic movies with love, romance, and relationships... i enjoy it and feel like transcending my life, the boundaries which i am living in.. transcending to make that diffrerence in someone else's life... and being loved for it...

It is funny as once the moment is over i am again calculating the siginificance of the thoughts and trying to know the whys... the emotional flow feels good but at the same time i feel scared as i think i may get attached, i cannot live upto others expectation, i cant give so much i am very selfish... or i may not like it and it may just be an illusion... myriad conflicting thoughts

life is so simple (i know logically) yet so complicated !!!

Mind Conflicts

I keep running after the elusive perfect day without any conflicts. But never can have. There are different conflicts which trouble. There is a common pattern in all humans, the underlying theme is of desire vs morality. One major one which I have observed is as follows.

Oh yes you love the woman and want to make love with her right now, gently and truly but then the thoughts of monogamy or your spouse or she has a boyfriend, am I being led by selfish senses and not anything else... Enemy mind says "Control" the other mind says "Let go and love"... and life goes on.. there are more conflicts this is one.